i feel like death, and i keep crying because i have no friends, i had maybe one or two and they are kind of over me i'm thinking. i can't breath, i paid $45 for a tattoo, that is now just some ugly ass scar and i basically wouldn't mind if this was my last day on earth.
i feel like its literally me against the world, and the world is kicking my

I am very depressed, lonely, and really pissed off at the world.
Looking for someone to assist in suicide. please get a hold of me, thanks.

i just felt my heart break.
it hurt very badly, it was pure agony.
i wish i didn't let this happen, i did though so know i have to pay.
i wish i couldn't feel anything.
to never be happy, would be worth never feeling like this.
this is the second man to break my heart he was not the first but i can only pray he will be the last.

i had a bad day, week, year, now that i'm looking at it, life. not in comparison to some other people, but it definitely could have been better. i realized nothing is as it seems, and to rely on anyone is genuine misjudgment. there are no soul mates, no one that will always be there, there are however some who can make you life even if they can be ( Read more... )

Maybe i am selfish and a judgmental bitch, but lets face it so are you. And do you honestly think i mean everything i say, do you? of course i don't think all poor people should die. maybe i say things as a joke, or maybe i know you will always disagree so i just say fuck it, we need something to talk about. i am not a bad person, and fuck you ( Read more... )

i fuck up a lot and my life continues to get more fucked up.
sorry everybody i am a crazy bitch and it be better if i wasn't in your lives i know, but i am so sorry. just know i never wanted to be like this, i had much better plans, but like always i came up short. no one deserves a friend like me.

I know this sounds terrible but i feel like i should just stop trying. i feel weighed down and i just want to cry and sleep and not move. i don't think my cousin is going to hang in much longer it is really scary she is only sixteen. i wish i could help her. i realized today i don't have a lot of friends a pretended like i didn't care, but i wanted ( Read more... )

life is kind of confusing ( Read more... )

I don't think that i am having a very good break ( Read more... )

I just get tired sometimes. Tired of the people i am around, and the places i go, the things i do. I'd like to go away for a week or so, and be someone else, not like me at all. Then come back and see if i feel the same or if things have changed ( Read more... )