I hate being alone and no one loving me
Even more i hate loving so many and just living with their rejection
I am a sad person lately
I will just ignore it and smile as i cry inside
The next best thing to true happiness is good acting

Ummm Thanksgiving- the holiday of overeating, i love it ( Read more... )

for some reason i feel it necessary to make things harder for myself, i took a nose dive into shallow water and i am waiting for the impact. It has happened before, i don't know how the two of us can be so honest with each other yet lie so much.

I'll hold my head above the pillow so i drowned in my tears tonight.

I listened to an old message last night, it was from you, you sounded so sweet like you really cared. I cried so hard and so instantly, i've realized that no one, not not here or now could make me feel the way i felt with you. In the good times and the bad, I really did always feel better when we were together. I am trying to find someone new to ( Read more... )

So this weekend had serious potential but like veything it ends up nothing like i want it to ( Read more... )

I am... confused, if i were to know anyone well you would think it be myself ( Read more... )

Bummer of a day, but not in the extreme way ( Read more... )

I think there are a lot of fake people, i don't really think i am one- crazy, yes- bitch, yes- annoying, defintely, but if i don't like i usually say it or just don't say anything at all ( Read more... )

Favor Please ( Read more... )