Umm... its about the lack of attention i receive, i live off the shit and haven't been getting much.

I'm feeling better the cancer is starting to go away.

People need to stop bitching only i and people i love pull it off.

I say a lot of dumb pointless shit.

I have a secret to tell you ( Read more... )

SO new goal optimism- hell yeah ( Read more... )

I love babysitting, is this not a perfect scenario ( Read more... )

Confused ( Read more... )

I want to cry, my optimism has faded.
I can't do anything.
I am not going to do good this year, or ever.
Worst of all i miss him, thats what really hurts the most.

School has started, it's not excellent but i'm confident things will get better ( Read more... )

i feel like shit ( Read more... )

So oops, jeez i am a fuck up, and kind of a bitch.
I need to learn whats not a big deal to me doesn't apply to everyone.
I think i accidentally might have to hurt someone.

Here is a secret- I am not really a bitch or a slut who loves to get fucked.... i am just a girl who is desperate for someone to love her, and i think someone actually might.

My Night Got Worse...
Fun Drunkness turned to very sad and very rejected.
Hystarical crying and the breaking of furniture.