It is only noon and already my birthday is not going as planned...

Sex and the City Marathon, was depressing, and lonely.
The kittens i'm suppose to be recieving are most likely not going to stay with me.
My big bonfire party looks as if it will be rained out.
No one really seems to care about it or me.

I went to go see Snakes on a Plane yesterday... its was fucking sweet!

I have a slight problem with men today,
Use me, for fuck sake abuse me... but never lie to me.
I tend to get kind of pissed off.

I need some satisfaction.

ok so i have been talking about how i'm not into serious relationships and i just want to date around. i think i was wrong, i think i'm afraid to get hurt so i'm trying not feel for anyone.ut i really just want someone to love me, and take good care of me. i'm hardly ever alone, but i'm starting to feel lonely. i think i know why.

i feel like shit, i have now for two days ( Read more... )

Ok so back from D.C. waiting for i missed you calls... seriously did you bitches forget about me ( Read more... )

I'm leaving for D.C. at like 7 in the fucking morning, i have a feeling it is going to be super fun... my mom bought a bunch of alchool/ mix drinks and a blender, just for us two. so going to be getting trash with my mom in the hotel the entire time, SWEET!

I don't mean to sound needy
But would you, could you, will you please
Love me, hold me, want me, think of me and only me
Forever and ever
If you can't
If you won't
I'll understand
Just do me one favor before your gone
Take my hand and tell me the sweetest little lie
Say you love me
Say you always will

A dedication to you:
Here is to all the times,
I said I was sorry
You didn't call
We said it was through
We tried again
Here is to all the times,
I hid the truth
You lied
We fell in love
We touched
Here is to all the times,
I needed something more
You wanted something different
Here is to all the times

I have been getting realy depressed over really small insignificant things lately, not good.
Today I downloaded every song i could think of on to my computer because of lack of other entertainment.
I need someone to hold me.

I hate to admit it but i am not wise... and no one really likes me i don't think.
I don't mean anyone but i think some people use me...and i let them.

P.S. thank you for the visit, it was nice.