Whew. Time for utter coolness now.

Tonight, my drive home from my dad's house was amazing. I saw all four seasons. When I left my dad's house was being rattled by a GIGANTIC thunderstorm. I love thunderstorms, lightening is so beautiful. And as a kid I always had my dog (rest in peace Sparky, I miss you girl) by my side, so I was never alone ( Read more... )

This post is only on Feb. 14th by default. I had the intention to write and knew what I would write about hours earlier. But that said, it's still Valentine's Day, I'm still posting, I'm still alone, and I'm still dealing with that fact ( Read more... )

I said goodbye. I deleted his number. I blocked him on aim. I deleted every picture I could. I told him to leave me alone. I'm finding a new job ( Read more... )

I'm supposed to be doing my business homework right now, but I have far far too much on my mind to possibly concentrate. Every day now my life is like a movie, almost as if I'm walking through it merely spectating. New and old obstacles fall into my path, and I deal with them and a mixed array of emotions. Strong emotions. Emotions I am feeling ( Read more... )

I'm so unbelievably pissed right now. I just came to learn that no, despite all the work I've done for myself this past year, I cannot claim myself as a dependent on the 2006 FAFSA. I am in fact bound to be a dependent until I am 24 years of age. I can apply for a dependence override, but in order to do so I must write a very detailed letter ( Read more... )

Im in an extremely writable mood today I guess. And Im finally ready to ( Read more... )

...but I love him. Dearly ( Read more... )

I know I must be being such a girl...but honestly, I don't think I've hurt so bad in my entire life. Heart break just...fucking hurts. Maybe there's a chance it can still work, but that doesn't change how I feel right now, does it?

It's the first of December, snow was falling all day and sticking. SO abnormal for Seattle. But so great and beautiful! The roads weren't too icy, I got my final paper done, despite class being cancelled. I had a horrible cold but I'm feeling much much better.Things are looking up. December is just my kind of month I'm thinking...let is snow snow

This is the shortest lapse between entries in awhile. I don't know if ( Read more... )