if I say "count to three, and move towards me" would you meet me half the way?

[beccamonkey]

so first, for the less lame-adolescent-musings part of the post:

I am sort of doing okay right now, at the “whole life thing,” to quote my dear emily.  I mean, nothing particularly amazing is happening, and I am still way less productive than I would like to be, but I am keeping on top of my bills (thanks in great part to a generous gift from

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[artificialemo]

When Al and I met, I was totally in this phase. I was literally having a fling with a guy I refused to give my phone number because I didn't want to hear about how he was in love with me

[beccamonkey]

thank you vi, it is good to be reminded that I'm not the only one who gets irrational about this :-). I guess if it gets to the point where I can't refrain from acting, I will act. hopefully in a manner that is not insane. and even if it is insane, you're right...there is a certain pleasure to having the crazy stories, and it's been awhile since I've had one. we'll see what happens.

[artificialemo]

I don't mean to convince you to do something nuts. It never feels pleasurable when it's happening, but after several years, it develops that memory lapse glow.

[beccamonkey]

yeah, I don't think there's much danger of me doing anything truly nuts...speaking honestly is about as much as I could handle, and that's not even a guarantee :-).