It's finally 2008 and I'm a Junior in art school. For some odd reason I'm back here where I started. I've been reading a lot of people's journals and they're all really depressing. And now I'm depressed. Life has changed sooo much. We all use to be really close friends with no bf's in our lives and we all relied on each other. I know it may sound ( Read more... )

i just realized i'm depressed again. i need people who aren't here. blah. i need a smile. :( sumone call... anyone... who cares how old this journal is.

i was gonna give up on livejournal, but i need it. i have no one to really talk to right now. im on the urge of tears. i haven't seen majority of my friends in over a month. john's moving back this weekend and last night i realized how much i really miss him. there's certain people in my life that i really need to be there for me and it's hard when ( Read more... )

ugh, why do i keep getting so upset with everyone lately? it's so weird. i wanna dissappear, but i basically just dissappeared for the past two and a half days. this sux. i hate these moods. i'm talking to people, but it seems like it's not doing much. or maybe everyone i'm around is in a bad mood, therefore i am. y can't we all be happy again? i ( Read more... )

so lately i've been sick and i've been running outta money like crazy. it's ridiculous. i really need a new job. so i gotta turn those applications in soon. ugh. then dan asked me to go to that uic concert with him and his friends, but now i prolly can't go causa the price. too bad it's like 30 bucks. and then jim and corina keep making comments ( Read more... )

karazy weekend so far. one thing i learned was that strangers like to jip u when it comes to selling u alcohol. aka, putting laxatives in ur liquor without u being aware. lol. that never turns out very well. annie and i were the victims in this situation. annie kinda crapped her pants. lol. i puked all over my leg and emily's bathroom. o boy. o ( Read more... )

i don't know why i'm updating. no one ever comes on. maybe it's cause myspace is being gay. anywho. i haven't really talked to my friends in a while. i hate that. i spent the entire weekend at emily's. she's basically the only person i've really hung out with in a while. i went to church yesterday and realized i always thought of myself as a ( Read more... )

geez. i'm gonna get fired. keep in mind all week we've been wearing jeans and danny failed to mention to me that the big bosses were gonna be at the store all day today. so here i walk in at 5 and notice all the guys in the back, my co-workers are all dressed nicely and then there's me... jeans and skater shoes. then the bosses take danny outside ( Read more... )

Do u ever feel like u wanna just burst outta ur shell? it feels like the body makes everything too limited. i just wanna BURST! lol. wow, i need to meditate or sumthing. maybe i'll scream. i remember when alexa and i would just drive around and i'd feel this sudden need to burst so i'd scream my lungs out and it felt so good. so we drove around for ( Read more... )

so today is sunday. no school or work tomorrow. what shall i do? call people i guess and see what's up. i didn't work today either. i only have 9 hours next week. this will suck. i'm losing hours. time to start looking for a new job. maybe i can get corina to go job searching with me at the orland mall. i could just go there right after school on ( Read more... )