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I weight 124. Dear God, thank you for coming through on that miracle. Although I can't help but think it is ironic that the day I buy diet food and exercise stuff I lose the weight without using any of it. It is all useful in the future though ( Read more... )

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Screw the past and everything in it. I am leaving for basic February 2nd. No if's, ands, or but's about it ( Read more... )

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It really is terrible to feel the way I do. I wouldn't wish it upon anyone. There is nothing worse than without even realizing it come up with numerous ways of kciking yourself off. What am I even doing anymore. There is like this huge clock of my life looming and all it keeps saying is that I am falling behind and that I am screwing up. Constantly ( Read more... )

Holy Cow I beat Tetris.

Ugh today was horrible. I was supposed to get up to go running but I somehow turned the alarm clock off instead of hitting snooze and so I slept really late. Now I will have to face the wrath of my recruiter. So I went back to sleep. Then got woken up by Pete coming in from one of his classes. That was bad because I am not normally here but I ( Read more... )

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