Then, one day you wake up and harleyquin and the joker have kids! What used to be a psychotic mess of sex, drugs, and rock and roll, will culminate in a equally crazy (but happier!) mess of life lived well and for the right reasons ( Read more... )

In my head, it's snowing outside and the husband is playing with our new children by the fire. Our dogs are lounging nearby and I am cooking dinner in our new house, which smells incredible ( Read more... )

Those tears that just keep coming and coming...are for a reason.

They cleanse the soul of all that nasty grief.

They water the seeds and begin the germination of the new life ahead.

If you're going to cry, do it well, often, and with a puppy in your lap to lick them away.

R.I.P. Didimous.

I held onto you for as long as I could, but I just couldn't watch you hurt anymore. You were the best dog I've ever had.

I've heard it said that the "Earth Goddess Type" sometime need a good dose of spiritual vinegar to cut through the fat/cushy life living.

I fear that my comfortable furnishing have created someone out of touch with the wicked edge that was the rocketfuel that propelled me forward. I long for darkness, for some sort of gothic romance that has elluded ( Read more... )

Tonight was supposed to be tech rehearsal for the last show I am stage managing for American Theatre Company. I love tech week...we work for it for weeks and weeks. The anticipation is so sweet, then finally! A few chances to rehearse in the theatre, the spiral of opening night, the push to get through to the end, and the sweet tears when it's over ( Read more... )

Finally fended off the Strep Throat Monster. I was terribly, terribly sick for three days. I haven't been down like that since my surgery back in 2008. I dont know what I did to deserve that, but holy crap! It was awful. Now? It's the ragweed. Jeesh. It's like we cant catch a break at my house.

Speaking of my house, we are stone cold sober and it ( Read more... )

Dear Self ( Read more... )

"No one would blame you, for walking away
Too much rejection, no love injection..."

You know it's going to be a bad post when I start off quoting labyrinth!!

All of my striving and trying has landed me a role of respect with a theatre group I hate. I wanted this day job so badly and now that I've gotten into the middle of it, I really dont like what ( Read more... )

Most people say tech week is "Hell Week." One normally puts in a good 60 hour work week and then, Poof! Just like magic: ready or not...the show goes on.

Getting actors off-book for a Shakespeare show is a long, slow process. We're finally over the hump on lines, but damn it if my lead isn't still reading some of his lines in the second 1/2 of the ( Read more... )