3.........2.........1..........Happy New Year!!!!!!

My New Year’s Resolution is to be myself cuz I feel like I try to please others so much that I lose who I really am.  SO, to clarify, I’m the girl who:

-doesn’t drink
-likes watching football and other ‘boy’ sports (I always wished that there were girl football teams--like tackle football w/ pads ( Read more... )

These past few days have been pretty good ( Read more... )

Well one of my greatest fears happened today: i got pulled over for speeding. NOT FAIR ( Read more... )

There is so much confusion inside of me right now that i don't know what to do with myself. So this entry is going to be really random and might not make any sense and most people may not even know what i'm talking about but i just need to get some things out of my head before it explodes. There's so many different things going through it that i ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here in my date dance dress writing a message because i haven't in a while.  So since i'm bored and contemplating all of my options as far as attire is concerned for the "Snowflake Serenade", i'll describe to you what the dress i'm prolly gonna wear looks like (cuz u obviously care)--if u don't care don't bother reading this lmao

Ok it' ( Read more... )

I haven't written in a few because i haven't been inspired.  my life still sucked but i felt like re-typing the same thing over and over would make people not want to read this anymore which would kill me slowly.  So i abstained from writing and was waiting to find something great to write about.

Then i was reading natalie's journal and found the ( Read more... )

This whole mental health thing is really scaring me--SOO much. I have cried everyday during it and i don't know why. It makes me wonder. Your mind is supposed to be yours. How can it slip away or trick you into things? And then how do u know that something is wrong with your mind when it's YOUR MIND and it's YOU pretty much. That's gotta be ( Read more... )

Scene 2: The Senior Nook

So I'm walking down the stairs and i approach the luxurious senior nook.  Immediately everyone stops and looks at me because hello goodbye my face is drenched in tears and it's all red from crying.  So I sit down, trying not to let them notice but everyone and their mother noticed.

"What's wrong, Beth?" questioned the ( Read more... )

Guidance appointment today: frustrating.  I'll tell the story, don't u worry.

I am but a humble sheep under the ever watchful guidance of Mrs. Brady.  (that's the title lol)

Scene 1: The Office

So i head up to guidance at 9:20 precisely.  "Wow Beth, u're great.  You're not a minute late yet not a minute early.  Clearly only u could pull that off" ( Read more... )

College applications are killing me--and not because i'm doing 239847923485 of them. I only applied to 3 schools, and they're SUNY schools and i'm so sad for it. I did this because i know i'm going to UB cuz i kinda wanna stay local. Besides, like no private schools around here have speech pathology (my major cuz i wanna be a speech therapist ( Read more... )