My child's name is going to have Echo in it somewhere.

And thats final.

I was going to put something here that was genius...

but weed is the king of taking brilliant ideas and throwing them out the window
to one of those really annoying yappy dogs that grabs it and kills it over and over and over....

shades of syrup curves
slide down her body

i love her hair, blown dry
after she steps
out of the shower
followed by days without shower

the sleek shine slowly
tangles into vines,
darkened by winter,
to a color near sepia

her moods swing in dimensions
that the gods don’t know
exist

she dwells in the sigh
exhaled at the end of every
mind-numbing,
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This shit hath hitith the fan...ith

Wishing I hadn't wanted to fuck things up so badly. Now I'm disappointed:(

God, I'm a bitch made in Hell.

Reality isn't always rational.

You can't reason your way through everything.  Especially if you don't have all the facts straight.  Instead try thinking;

Equation - chemistry

Crude product - separate

“what’s real vs what’s not”

what’s here and now vs what’s past and “gone”- torture

Sad for no reason?

Think why?  - Answer

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"Your giving me the strangest look...and you're not undressing me with your eyes... if anything, you're giving me a wedgy with your eyes"

all junkies are like the setting sun

tuition bill

good feeling worn off since yesterday...

upped the dose yesterday

no rob

little sleep

sad

2 papers to write

1 lab report (big)

test to do b4 then... prolly screwed on time

*shrugs*

i'll do what i can do

A gift from a Native American is more powerful than just buying it for yourself.

Your brain emits waves of energy.
Beta waves are what people are emitting every day or as Stalking Wolf said, "the living dead"
Alpha and Theta waves are the "land of the shaman"; my goal and my fathers.  In these frequencies are where you can heal.

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I just wrote a moderately shitty e-mail to Sieg.  It was stupid, I know.  But maybe he'll finally let the bridge burn.

I'm so fucking sick of breathing.

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