Her hair was dirty, but never as dirty as her mouth.
I remember our first meeting,
She greeted me with a loud and demanding shout, "What are you doing here?"
I didn't answer which seemed to drive her.
She tossed to the side the body of a moth.  It landed near an ant hill.
 It's wings spun wildly free from it's body
landing within a foot diameter ( Read more... )

God damn the sun
and God damn you

Things aren't so bad, are they?

It's a bullshit question and I'm sick of bullshit questions.

I'm not sure what I need.  I don't need a break because I go crazy when I have nothing to do
But with shit to do, I stay tired and kill myself trying to get it done.
Then I stop giving a shit, then I kill myself again.
Funny how that works.

I have a place ( Read more... )

I'm so lost and obsessed at the same time.
The only reason I say it like that is because being lost means not being able to find anything familiar, but obsession means you need to have a certain focus point that not only are you familiar with, but overly so.

"Just because you feel doesn't mean it's there" -Radiohead
-a crazy person could mean ( Read more... )

BECAUSE NO MATTER
WHERE YOU RUN,

YOU JUST END UP
RUNNING INTO YOURSELF.

I'M NOT GOING TO
LET YOU DO THIS.

YOU'RE NOT GOING TO
LET ME?

HOLLY,
I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU.

SO WHAT?

SO WHAT? SO PLENTY!
I LOVE YOU.
YOU BELONG TO ME.

NO. PEOPLE DON'T
BELONG TO PEOPLE.

OF COURSE THEY DO.

NOBODY'S GOING TO
PUT ME IN A CAGE.

I WANT TO LOVE YOU.

IT'S THE SAME THING.

NO, IT ( Read more... )

My thougt was
"I care about so&so too much to fuck them over like that"

then I lauged.

Again, thinking,
"The amount that I care about someone has no effect on what I will or will not fuck with"

I just thought it was particurally amusing because I just made the same mistake in my thinking that so many presume about me and the way I (re-) act (and then ( Read more... )

blurry candles

Trinity

babysitters

sister

mother

grandmother

children (affected vs [non]affected)

compare affected vs nonaffected

A child, innocent(someother representation) 
dropped
stolen
lost

she never seemed to find her way home

no stupid drug addict story where she reies on drugs to get her through... because everyone knows that people who write stories ( Read more... )

This anger I have is just impossible to deal with.

20 min rule

So a friend of mine uses this 20 min rule.  What happens is, when you feel yourself getting explosively angry, say, "I need 20 min."  And during this 20 min you do not think about anything that was just happening.  Stop whatever conversation you're having, stop thinking about whatever ( Read more... )

I need some pepto.  I'll be fine if I can just find some pepto...

*raspy whisper*

I, too, have been pretending.

*grins*


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