Looking back at all my former entries, whether under bellagiorno, or bella4you...I've come to realize how much more fun you and I were back then...not so serious. Perhaps Germany will do us some good...I will miss you with all of my heart, but, perhaps, right now it is just what we need...we will learn that we can learn about each other more and ( Read more... )

Feeling: Crummy, Emotional, Moody, Sick to my stomach, Needy, Puffy-Eyed, Cried Out, Hurt, Upset, Sad, Depressed, Jealous, Nauseous, Choked, Breathless, Strangled, Heartache-y, Pathetic, Clingy, Weird, Stressed Out, Pained, Weak, Like a Wreck, Melancholy, and most of all, Lonely...

Have: A huge lump in my throat, A knot in my stomach, Too much salt ( Read more... )

Funny how I can sit here

A simple smile gracing my face

Leaving everyone w-i-t-h-o-u-t

A single trace

No knowledge of what's on the inside.

Funny how I've learned how to hide

Hide, the true emotions felt

Tears, I make them melt

Making sure not one d-r-o-p-s.

No salt will dry upon my skin

I'm too afraid to let anyone in...

Jealousy, oh how I do hate that word...even the way it rolls off my tongue is bitter and pain-filled ( Read more... )

Mmkay, so I can't help it...I'm BORED out of my MIND! ...and I've already read like three old Cosmos! I also watched Operation Dumbo Drop...I think that's what it's called. I had forgotten how much I liked that movie...but anyways, if you check how many entries I've made and quizzes I've taken, you'll see that I am DESPERATE for something to do * ( Read more... )

[A is for age:] Seventeen.

[B is for booze of choice:] Parrot Bay & The Captain avec un Coke.

[C is for career:] An ambassador for Italy.

[D is for your dad’s name:] Ken

[E is for essential items to bring to a party:] !myself! Everybody likes to have me at a party...hehe.

[F is for favorite songs at the moment:] "Watch the Wind Blow By" - Tim ( Read more... )

You crept up on me like a shadow

The shadow I wish I'd always known

The darkness slips away with your every word

The closer you get, the more my heart stirs

Less than ten months

And you've already changed me...

I love you.

First, lemme make a note that it has been over TWO f-ing months since my last entry...hello? Where have I been? ...oh that's right, I've been living! lol. Naw, I love my livejournal...I just get so caught up that it's hard to make daily entries and then, of course, I got hit with the myspace bug ( Read more... )

You Are 80% Pure!

0 - 19% Pure: If you haven't tried it, it probably hasn't been invented yet ( Read more... )

mmm, it's all good. today was a rough day, just a continuous series of unfortunate events (lemony snicket's marni hehe...yay for the elf! n-o-t! haha). but really, it was. woke up late, went to school lookin' rough, locker jammed with gov't book and hw in it, got picked on for my big butt, failed a physics quiz, didn't have french hw because i ( Read more... )