Signing off of femaleness ( Read more... )

Yes I have a 360 but this is where I do my serious in depth writing My true feelings.That guy I was messing with who did not want anything serious... who did not want to be with someone in a commited relationship ( Read more... )

Ok. It has been awhile since I wrote here. Been on 360 @ yahoo.com. Did not write much ther. Good news... I read over the last things i said here and I have been successful in weight loss. I am now 327. When last I mentioned weight I was 365. lets see that is a loss of 38lbs. Yippie skippy. Oh.. dude i was having a *summer fling * wilth.. that ( Read more... )

Mom and I are talking again. All is right in the Shire n' shit ( Read more... )

You got thr briefing on Tyrone. And I am sorry I haven't really been writing. How am I to measure evolution if I dont document the big things in life ( Read more... )

My mother is a bitch and will do whatever in the world is possible to hurt me. Right down to threatening my job, sabotaging a budding friendship and taking stabs at my confidence.

More Later as I am disgusted right now and wish to be thorough in my account of what occurred.

We chilled at mom shouse last night, they smoked. I tried one or 2 pulls. On top of the White Russian, it was like.... Woah. My gums were tingling. I felt really relaxed. Giggly ( Read more... )

Ok. Who is Tyrone? Aside from brief mention, I never really spoke of him. I work with him, he is beautiful. I was instantly attracted to him and it was apparent. I can never tell if a man is looking at me in a way that he thinks I am beautiful or if he is looking at my tits... but I think he was attracted too ( Read more... )

I am at work on lunch and instead of eating I am here journaling. Mom is coming out of the hospital today and I am have to go pick her up. I have not written much about her being sick. I am not getting emotionally involved with it as I do not want to be depressed. I believe she will be okay and she will need some care. I cannot grasp the idea of my ( Read more... )

I know this will come to an end, as it has no real begining ( Read more... )