yeah i'm still alive. hehe, i know it's been a while, and lj looks so completely different to me now...actually....everything looks a lot different to me now. i look at things in a much different perspective after graduating, and moving out, and meeting new people
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so i'm still not dead...suprisingly. i've been so depressed. i think that if isabel didn't take my blades when we were packing up my shit, i prolly would have tried by now. i've never EVER felt so alone in my life. i've fucked up yet another one of my friendships, and i feel really bad about it, but i just couldn't do it anymore
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i'm gonna disappear for a while...i just need to get shit together, and figure out what the fuck i'm gonna do with myself. i'm nothing but a fuckup. i will fuck any relationship i have with anyone up. it's just a natural thing i do. so i'm gonna disappear so i don't hurt anyone else. if anyone needs me, feel free to call my cell phone. 215-
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