it's too bad that i am a gay man trapped inside a womans body. let me tell you, it makes my life complicated.
and im gonna say, i need someone soon.

so, something that is funny is that ( Read more... )

so today i danced on 20th and burnside in a racoon suit while my friend chris video taped me. not the strangest thing i've done in a while, but it definately get's a place on that list. LOVE IT. i didn't at the time thought because i was hungry and grumpy.
AND ALL IS GOOD.
shopping really does make me feel better you know.

today i am just going to eat massive amounts of food and stay in jim jams and read xenocide, even though spencer was right, there is way too much philosophical jane drama in that book. i can't really deal, but i need to finish the book. hey, i might even use my sewing machine or take clothes to buffalo. WHO KNOWS! but it's funny because today i don ( Read more... )

i guess it makes me kind of frustrated that i have been waiting and getting nervous about saying these things to you for a couple of months, and all you can say is "i don't know" i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know. well, that means no. "if thats how you want to interpret it ( Read more... )

 i want to be nothingness ( Read more... )

i.can't.be.anything.but.me.and.i.want.to.peel.off.my.skin.and.toss.it.from.the.fourth.floor.JESUSCHRISTIAMGOINGNUTS
SCHOOLISDRIVINGMECRAZY.beinginvisibleisdrivingmecrazy.
ineedhome.ineedfriendsthatknowme.ineeditsobad.
i miss you sooooo much.

who are these boys?
what the FUCK is going on here?
i should know whats going on.
atleast i made mashed potatoes today. and biscuits. shaped like hearts.
shpe my heart

i think i might die. right now. so hungover. it frealing sucks. i DO NOT want to go to work today but i need to buy food and that happens when i go to work. gaaaaahhhh
who wants to hold hands?
i don't want to be boyfriends with anyone i just want to hold hands.
and drink tea.

i can watch a sunset on my own i can be alone yeah i can watch a sunset on my own i can be alone yeah i can watch a sunset on my own yeah i can be alone.
yeah i can be alone.
but i won't... it's just not the way i am. and i feel bad for finding someone else so quickly, but it's just the way i am. and i told you... i told you.