fuck you, thats all.

i am floating away from my impersonal life ( Read more... )

ahhhhh i thought that if i filled my days with "go go go go go gogoogogog" than i would be distracted. but im just tired. and at the end of the day, i still feel the same. and at the end of the day, i still can't sleep, even though it's all i want. i'm just kind of sad. not to feel bad for myself, not for anything. it's just what's going on. there' ( Read more... )

ahhhh.... today just hurt. i was in the park drawing with india ink and an ink pen. cass calls this dog over, and he jumps up on the bench and knocked my ink over, all over my dress, my skirt, my legs hands.... all of my assignments and my entire giant pad of paper. my dress and skirt are rewened... oh well i guess
the guy who's dogs it was gave me ( Read more... )

aghhhh last night, just before i woke up, i had a dream that i was taking care of a baby. the baby was kind of fucked up, because the mom was on drugs and abussive. for some reason i had taken over caring for this baby, but then the mom came back and wanted her baby. she was high on meth or something, and i would not give her the baby. she tried to ( Read more... )

cut me up. into 25 sections. with a butter knife. that would be incredible. thanks guys.
frustration is my new feeling. not new...
im coming up with some pretty hilarious comics though. haaaaa

i am so sad. uncontrolably heart sinking sad. and i just don't know what to do and every time i call you i feel like you are borred with me or i am borring in general. i can't deal. and when i talk to my mom i just start crying. i can't deal with being away. it kills me. im not the kind of person who does that. move away that is. i miss everyone. i ( Read more... )

i like to think about someone sitting at a television screen watching me ride the elevator ( Read more... )

ah hhhh.... cannot sleep. amd when i haven been able to sleep (on and off for the last 2 weeks) i have either been waking up every 3 hours or having really intense captivating nightmares or... stressmares. don't get me wrong... i have had a couple of really good sleepy nights. substance induced. it's pissing me off though, at this point ( Read more... )

Ziggy Marley ( Read more... )