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Yoga was intense tonight. I got two fillings this morning, and had an uncontrollable pain following me around all day at school that disabled me from chewing and speaking properly. So not only did I have to relax into the pain of cramping muscles and bursting lungs, I had to breathe into my aching gum ( Read more... )

How are we attracted and repelled in the same breath? Lust is a double edged sword. We want sex like we want mass chaos, rioting and looting. We want the blood bursting frequency. I dreamt about war in the street and woke up intoxicated and guilty.

He has electric moods that blister through whole rooms. Time has conformed to his will on occasion.

He has controlled the communal shudder, internalized the melding of magnets, and released it across a sea of sleeping puppets who jerked with a seizure of ecstasy.

I find myself inert
Pocketing rocks
and floating downriver

I look up and it's gone

Heavy and strange
I am full of numb
and swelling with it

I want to say,
"you shouldn't hide it,
you have a beautiful face"

but I am taught to threaten and feel
their fear, sharp and ringing
in tense, primed muscles
aching to strike

We went sledding, had a few snowball fights, and built a beheometh ball of snow, probably 400 pounds and taller than me. A 50 year old lady with her eyebrows tattooed on tried to take down our information and scare us off the premises, but we told her that it was just a big ball of snow, we weren't hurting anybody, and why the fuck do you care ( Read more... )

A couple nights ago I went bike riding with Garrett and Joel along the spring water trail, which goes along the willamatte. The sun had just set, and we had smoked a tiny amount of pot in the oaks bottom wildlife refuge, which was full of bleating, pulsating frogs and an owl to keep time. It was beautiful and warm. We continued on our ride, and ( Read more... )

So we ended up driving around Forest Heights while listening to Pink Floyd's "Welcome to the Machine."