they want me to tell the world that life is perfect ( Read more... )

crystal displays
it never dims, fades, or dies out.
save me.

whenever it hurts and starts to close my eyes i just take more of it
now thats called tolerance.

dont you want that relief though ( Read more... )

when asked what he could give me if he could give me anything, he said he'd give me freedom. thats fully redeemed him. yet he still cant say those words to me on the phone. i feel like the receiving end of nothing sometimes. i hat eit when i give all of myself to him and i feel empty like nothing could ever fill me. especially living in fucking ( Read more... )

they broke me
they broke me

wishing on broken car headlights is just as good as on stars. especially for these places that are just too damn bright.

believe that.

how lame am i? im desperate to get fucked up off of cordies. oh dear. oh dear. oh dear. at least ill have the mind capacity of a 3 year old for a few hours...what a beautiful thing.

they always tell me not to cry and as im wiping off my wet cheeks i want to even more...fuck that.