you can snort it up or shoot it down...

i was sitting waiting for the bus today, listening to the most beautiful music and i was perfectly calm...everything was ok for now. and i know im gonna get out of this mess and it will all fade into nothing eventually. reassurance at its best...the amazement that music puts me in is like nothing else. so what if theyve broken me a few times...im ( Read more... )

so i was just sitting there at the dinner table minding my good own business and this chick next to me scoops up her lasagna meat and sets it on her fork. i looked away and pretended i was oblivious. but my question is...doesnt that kinda defeat the whole purpose...? my life is so fucking weird. i gotta get outta here...soon.

jaime you are my beautiful shining star. so bright. i love you.

if i could fly id never come down. id grab all those who want to fly too and carry them up and away with me. id look down at all the shit in this world and just laugh. the sighs of relief would never end.

here you go...im finally on this shit. i love you g. youre the shit. i miss you i wish i was at school with you cuz we are so stellar together. soon enough it will all fade out. joy. its the small things right? love you.

tomorrow i wil not have candy flipped, stuck it, snorted it, or smoked any sort of substance for a whole year...woe is me. im so sad. on my to do list in life(that i share with one of the coolest) one of my goals will be checked shortly. but otherwise life blows sober. when am i getting out of here? i need a search and rescue party on my trail now ( Read more... )