approval is something hard to achieve.. people go through soo much just to get approval from someone.. in reality.. fuck approval who has to approve of anything. We are all on this world for one thing. and that is to survive.. If someone is holding you back from something fuck them go around them. I honestly have no complaints cuz little things ( Read more... )

you all fucking discourage me.

When it all had the very best of me I did not know what to do. Drinking and partying every night , getting stoned, sure it was fun. But something helped me change for the better. This is an emotion, i feel it more than ever, I never had it before and it made me feel secure and at home. I never want it to go away. I guess i have taken a few things ( Read more... )

GUILT i hope it haunts you every day for the rest of your life..

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i cant trust

what does it take just to be noticed.....it seems that everyone is sick of my shit and wants nothing to do with me.. soo i guess if i stay out of everones way there will be no problem.... i feel like im in one of those moods to just say LEAVE ME ALONE.. but theres nobody bothering me.. i wonder what its like to be admired..

fuck.... i hate being lied to i fucking hate it... it just reminds me how fuckin stupid i can be and how stupid you can make me look.. i dont want to look stupid, and i will not be a fool.. i feel horrible about myself. it will never go away... everyone is making it worse.. i dont know what to do with myself. its like everyone is in on something ( Read more... )

2 sentences can shut someone the fuck up..

i am truly hurt

seriously..what the fuck.. i feel like im living in a world where everybody knows something and is purposely keeping me from knowing.. there is no need to act fucking shady to me.. If there is something wrong i would like to know.. im not a fucking psycho that plays mind games and can fucking read minds.. lol its fucking rediculous .. i really feel ( Read more... )

short tempered... i really need to see someone, or get help. I need anger managment. My feelings could eat me alive. I cant sleep well anymore, at night I constantly feel like I have to get something done. I feel so useless and pathetic. Its rediculous. I fuck up everything. I can never follow through with anything and theres nobody to blame. I ( Read more... )