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It seems, the only way people really like you is if your an asshole to them. I see em all fading away.. all gone slowly fading.. I musta grown up somewhere in between and realized im better, but this has only made me worse.. according to everyone else. Im changing I feel it. theres nothing i can do about it.. im pulling the line in doing my share. ( Read more... )

Who the fuck am I to criticize your twisted ( Read more... )

i guess. maybe its just me.. nobody really .. yeah i really do.. i guess thats why im .... different.. I really dont know. why is it that i was always the forgotten unheard one.. in the back putting more effort than anyone else but assholes being put in front of me.. I know i have it, but was it just supposed to be that way.. Benny even if your ( Read more... )

I will never put my guard down, EVER AGAIN. It seems im less patient, and oversensative to the stupidest shit. After being stepped on, taken advantage of, lied to , and cheated by the closest people possible, i dont know what to feel or thnik of myself. Every day seems to just get worse and worse. I cant let it show that its bothering me because, ( Read more... )

i dont think it will ever go away. i know exactly what your thinking... and you are not fooling anyone but yourself...

save the high school games for someone as immature as u are..

untill then do yourself a favor...

Why?? I dont think i should feel threatened in my own house. Close up your items.. get a lock, protect them.. Really.. why the fuck should I.. I got all my shit right where i can get it.. theres no reason why it should not be removed by anyone. And if it is, your the one I feel sorry for.. Its not right.. Every day of my life it hurts me soo much ( Read more... )

So, i began to drive today and as I left my house i realized my side view mirror was damaged. It was bent the way they do not bend. I took several good looks at it and came to the conclusion that it was not hit by a car, and it couldnt of been no mistake.. Now my truck is maybe a month old.. and some haters are already fuckin with it.. I swear to ( Read more... )

yeah so.. today i worked a 14 hour day at work. It all started when I couldnt open the door to my car. It was frozen shut... i had to open the passenger door start my car.. warm it up, and all that shit... im so glad that its finally winter.. actually no im not... then at work the christmas music was blasting the whole time COMMERCIAL FREE... and ( Read more... )

This headache wont go away.. I cant escape anywhere, I feel like im running really fast and really hard to no destination. The more effort I put into trying the less I get out of it. I really just cant take it anymore. If i ever turned to drugs and became a rebelling teenager again id tell my family to just kill me. I cant beleive the things that ( Read more... )