Valentines Day sucks.. I hate being alone, not being able to share how i feel about another. I mean everyone tells you yeah its overrated its just an excuse to buy someone a present.. Yeah in a sence thats true, but I love buying people (expecially ones I care about) presents... Oh well I guess for the time being ill just have to cope with the fact ( Read more... )

Hey guys its been awhile since my last entry. First of I would like to begin with the fact that I had to drop out of college and get a job for more reasons than one... it sucks.. Second I am so lonely right now, kinda like the kid who always gets picked last kinda feeling. Although, it is kinda my fault. i have pulled myself away from everything ( Read more... )

YAY im starting to feel alot better and im not goin to fail out of school! horray!!!!!!!!!

GOD!!!!!!!!!! I HATE BEING SICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I feel sooooooooooooooo shut off.. But i dont want everyone else to get the lovely sickness as Mono...........

Well to keep you up to date things have just been goin 90 to nothin lately and i have been all over the place ( Read more... )

Hokay so.. heres the earth,what a sweet earth, its round.. and theres a little man named Ben on it, who has a problem.. what is this problem you might ask, well this weekend i had a pleasant yet, disturbing rendevous with an old girlfriend, well things got alittle weird for me and I felt so bad because i cant give her what she wanted, i mean she ( Read more... )

Well, i am not a frat boy anymore.. yes i dropped. not because i couldn't handle it, it was because i wanted to focus more on my school work and my music, expeacially during my freshman year. I have been doin alittle bit of soul searching this weekend during my solitude. Analyzing everything i have done these years, i believe that i have been a ( Read more... )

So things are looking better everyday, and everything is becoming routine. I wake up go to class, practice, do the frat thing, go home, eat go to bed.. what a life eh? but i am about to have a chamge now, because some friends of the family are coming to live with us and its goin to be so much fun i cant wait ( Read more... )

Theory is probably the most entertaining class in the world, here are a couple quotes from the mouth of Dr. Joseph Landers ( Read more... )

Hey everyone! i am fine now im not goin to worry about it.. its not worth it to me anymore to care! it will be ok in the end!