So yeah. I haven't been doing much of anything productive recently, depending on how you define "productive." I did, however, see Fun with Dick and Jane, which is lots of fun. If you haven't seen it, do. Jim Carrey is fantastic as usual. Also, David and I went to the mall the other day, and guess what he got me...a Princess Bride shirt! Hot Topic ( Read more... )

( David and me. )

(This is what I wrote in my MySpace blog:)

That's right, Beth has a boyfriend. He's smart, handsome, has excellent taste in movies, and he's a very dedicated Christian. Did I mention he has an appreciation for Star Trek? Talk about answered prayers! ;)

His name is David Linden.

Talk about "when you least expect it." Let's just say that God seems to have answered me in regard to the other day's entry a lot quicker than I expected. No loneliness-induced breakdowns for me today.

Well, I got complimented on my last layout, but I really wanted something more simple, especially with this stupid 800x600 display that my Dad has on his computer. Red! My favorite color. I like the new look.

I went to the mall today. Couples everywhere. Holding hands and such. It made this pain rise up from inside me, the same pain I always feel when a sight like that sneaks past my fragile defenses and overwhelms my heart. When that happens, I attempt to steel myself against any oncoming tears, but I'm not always successful. If there's any privacy ( Read more... )

I have a horrid sore throat. I'm also coughing nice big hacking coughs, my nose is stuffy, and my headache comes and goes. But I still had to go to work. I had to ride my bike to work. When I got there I was ready to pass out or throw up, but I didn't do either. I survived, but I have to go back again tomorrow. Not good. I don't know when I'm ( Read more... )

So, er, maybe I should not use this jounal any more? I only know a few people on here, I don't update all that often, and I have trouble keeping up with my friends' journals because when I click on my friends page it's almost always the same person's entries all the way down the entire page. So maybe if I have something that significant to say I ( Read more... )

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All I want is to find someone to care for who truly cares for me also. Someone who is self-aware enough to know what they feel and has enough decency to be honest about it. Is that too much to ask ( Read more... )