I found out that the reason my sister hates me is because I don't drink or do stupid things ... Even though I try so hard to make her like me -- she reallly does hate me. You'd think being a good influence would be a good thing ... but instead i'm not the "cool sister" she wants me to be. I'm not ashamed of who I am, so why should she be?

*. Lusting is a Sin ...

I didn't know that till recently. Even just putting up a picture of an Abercrombie Model is considered lusting, which makes it a sin. I don't understand that ... it's human nature to look at someone who has a gorgeous body or is considered "hott". I don't get why God would make that a sin ... anyone wanna help me out with ( Read more... )

So ---
Ive decided to use this thing again. I don't really know why I stopped writing but I believe it's because I hated all of my entries. I found that I had nothing to write ... or at least I felt I had nothing WORTH writing about. My new goal is to write in here at least once a week.
And on that note ... YAY! ITS SUMMER! WOOHOO! This year was ( Read more... )

Springstein, Madonna
Way before Nirvana
There was U2 and Blondie
And music still on MTV
Her two kids in high school
They tell her that she’s uncool
But she still preoccupied
With 19, 19, 1985

Woohoo
(1985)
Woohoo

She's seen all the classics
She knows every line
Breakfast Club, Pretty in Pink
Even Saint Elmo's Fire
She rocked out to wham
Not a ( Read more... )

I've realized that ... IF you dont try too hard to do certain things ... they come more easily.

Like .. I noticed that .. if I don't fret about silly things and worry that something
is wrong, things run more smoothly and arn't as stressful as they are portrayed.
Worrying and pushing on a matter that you MAY think is an issue [[ that in all ( Read more... )

Everything is going smooth.My history and sociology teacher is the same ( Read more... )

> lOvInG <  someone and being  > iN lOvE <  with someone, are two completly different
statments and generalizations.  You can say you love someone ... but that doesn't mean you're
in love with them - you can love chocolate but you can't be in love with chocolate.

Does anyone believe in  * highschool sweethearts *
[[ comment and tell me wut you ( Read more... )

how does everyone like my flowaaaa  >> bACkgrOuNd <<
... comment plez and tell me if it worksss ;]

Well, well ... the pHoTo ShOoT went quite well ... or so  I hope ... I am yet to see any pictures
*hmph* my "consultant" [(feel odd saying that)] developed them and such and now we are
awaitin' to meet with her [( shes a busaay woman )] but yeah I ( Read more... )

> pHoTo ShOoT tOmOrRoW <

Today I have to:

∙ Finish Scrapbook of magazine clippings of poses and styles
∙ Trim my hair [[ cut dead ends off  ]]
∙ Thin out eye brows [[ even though they are already so thin ]]
∙ Get my 5 outfits together [[ plus every other item of clothing I own ]]
∙ Practice putting make-up on how they want it
∙ Get surfboard ( Read more... )

 This morning I have an interview with a >modeling agency< sO I hope
 everything goes welll  *crosses fingers*  ..... everyone wish me luck!!

... xo