guess there's something wrong with me
guess i don't fit in
no one wants to touch it
no one knows where to begin

~Ani D

hmmmmmmm...
What's left if you can't connect with those around you?

talking to someone and found myself feeling not deserving of them ( Read more... )

So, this weekend is my two ani difranco concerts. One was last night and one will be tonight. WHEEE!!! SO... exciting ( Read more... )

So, I just picked up a ton more hours at work... its SO exciting ... I LOVE my job... the one that I still have... working with children who have autism. It's so rewarding ( Read more... )

So, I had to drive LuLu to the airport. And because I can, I got myself a (free) ticket (:-p) so I could get through security. I waited with her until her plane came a couple of hours later. And, we sat and talked... and did a couple of these quotation puzzles... and then as she was about to board, I went to wave good bye, thinking that's what ( Read more... )

I feel like Helen in Kissing Jessica Stein... with the girlfriend who won't acknowlege me around others... I mean, she does... her cousins know that I'm her girlfriend... but I can't hold her hand... and it's really really bugging me... hurts.

So, this is for all you neopets-players out there... noone else would really understand my excitement ( Read more... )

So, I decided that I'm quitting my bookstore job. I'm sick of the way its run. I'm sick of being treated like shit. I'm sick of hating my job - I used to like working there... up until a couple of months ago. So, I'm deciding to quit. When my manager is back in town (next week), I'm going to let her know. Give her a two-week's notice.

first i looked it is as anxious.
then added unmotivated on there.

but, now, i'm getting more and more disconnected/distant. I feel so strange right now.