im thirsty, and i have to get ready for work! i have to work from 1-10 today, then work 8-5 tomorrow. i have Tuesday off, and i think jay and i are going to meet in the middle, if he has that day off. it'll only be about two hours for both of us. and i thought i wasn't going to get to see him until new years! :-). i love him and miss him so ( Read more... )

well...i got paid today at walmart. it makes me happy, but the money is here today gone today. i get paid for like the 3 days i did work at the gas station tomorrow...thats if she pays me, and she better pay me because i deserve those three days, but i think im going to have problems with her considering the fact that she came to the photo lab ( Read more... )

more house shit going on...trying to get my name off the damn lease, but its not working. time for step 2. reall trying. i dont really feel like typing all of it. im quitting school, at least for now, to try to get caught up finically. my parents bitch me out about it all the time. but, whatever. im so angry at them. they're trying to tell ( Read more... )

my mom called my grandfather last night, whos a broker, i think and does a lot of real-estate stuff. he thinks he knows how to get me out of the contract. hey, its what he does afterall. I really hope he can get me out, since im going to have to pay some money wheter i live there or not, which really sucks. I would love to be taken off, save ( Read more... )

well...i came home to an incriminating message on the refrigarator. a bunch of bullshit, really. i was upset and told jay about it. he said i should probably find somewhere else to live. i left her a much worse incriminating letter, and i packed all my stuff and got the hell out. im at my grandparents house for the time being. she had about a ( Read more... )

our place was trashed, but nothing was taken. it really looked like they just came in, had a wild party, and left. its still really inconsiderate though. that is OUR house and its uncalled for. It has got to stop. We called the police, they're going to be patrolling the house three times a day from now on. Jay said he didnt want me alone in ( Read more... )

our house got broken into the other day.  i havent been there since sunday, but aprils mom was there yesterday and she said the house was trashed, and aprils door was wide open, i think it was the same people who stole my computer.  it had to be.  at least noone was there when it was broken into, i so thankful that april's kids werent there when it ( Read more... )

well, i had a good weekend since jay was down here.  it was so much fun.  we went and watched the fountain.  very weird movie, all i can say is...weird....anyway, we had a lot of fun too.  im starting out a new job.  im going to go work for liberty national.  i know, one of the last things youd think id be doing but i HAVE to get caught up ( Read more... )

so, do to popular command (hey, only one person reads my journal, so one person counts as popular command, haha). here are two pictures of me and jay. i only have two, i wish i had more though.


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i now have two jobs. i have to get caught up money-wise, this is the only way to do it. jay is paying to have my cell phone turned back on. no, i did NOT ask, i do NOT want him to do it, i feel horrible about it, but he pratically insisted over and over and wouldnt leave me alone about it. hes so great, really. I met his family and friends too ( Read more... )