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Meeting With YE
I'm about to leave to go meet my oldest son to talk to him about the status of our relationship. He has no idea that this is why I asked him to meet with me. All I told him was I really needed to have some time with him. I'm feeling very nervous and anxious. I'm somewhat fearful that expressing my feelings and pointing out his behavior will ( Read more... ) -
Birthday Trip
My dad and I are going on an archeological tour tomorrow for my birthday. Don't remember what or where it is exactly but I do love archeology. Being that its in Israel it has some biblical component...supposedly this site is the greatest discovery in the last 50 years. I hope I'll be able to take some good pictures...I think I should probably ( Read more... ) -
Going Out
As much as I want to make friends and "get a life" here in Israel it scares me to do so. I get quite anxious going places where I don't know what to expect. Take tonight for example I made plans with a "friend" I met at AA to got to an Art and Music Festival....maybe some other people are going to but I won't know till I get there. Here's what's ( Read more... ) -
Good News
I have an appointment tomorrow at 4pm with the organization to help me fill out the disability forms. After talking with my father about the problem with the charge on my visa/ bank card he told me it probablyt wasn't one visa charge but a combination for all the charges that month. The banking system here is a bit strange, you get two statements ( Read more... ) -
Take Action
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Emotions
Just got back from seeing my new psychiatrist. It was an emotional visit. Since she's needs to get to know me, I had to tell her about myself and what my life's been like. In general I hate talking about myself so this was extremely difficult. I hate switching doctors but my moving to Israel made it necessary. I found myself crying quite a bit ( Read more... ) -
Torchwood
So I ended up finding another torrent of S03E01 of Torchwood cuz the original one I was downloading was taking forever...the second one downloaded in 3 hrs. While I was searching for another download I found S03E04 so I got download that as well.
Last night I watched all four episodes in a row... was a bit bummed that I was left hanging at the end ( ( Read more... ) -
Torchwood
I was so excited when I found out that Torchwood has started Season 3. I'm downloading torrents of Torchwood Season3 episodes 1,2,and 3. Now I'm frustrated cuz it looks like 1 won't be finished downloading till tomorrow, while 2 &3 will be done in an hour. Urgh!!! I hate it when that happens. So I guess I'll watch some old Doctor Who again (I' ( Read more... ) -
Screaming Raisins
I can't take this anymore. The Raisins are yelling and screaming at each other. Mom keeps telling dad what to do and then changes her mind and then gets pissed at him when he doesn't do it. If I “hear shut up” or “get out” one more time I think I'm gonna scream myself. She's just being so bitchy and bossy. If she says something or has an idea it ( Read more... ) -
Back Online
I'm back online after two days without internet...it felt like an eternity. Glad it all worked out with the instalation. We unpacked a alot of boxes and my father moved a whole lot more so we could get to walls for the tech guy. This is the first time since I moved to Israel in Nov. that I've had real internet...not "borrowed" from a neighbor. ( Read more... )