I couldn't sleep last night becasue I kept thinking of how little money I have. And it's not just that, its that I'm going to have to be LIVING on what little money I have after graduation becasue my mom is moving to Texas shortly thereafter. And what I am fucking heated about is how I can be such a fucking good friend and get absolutely nothing in ( Read more... )

I have women issues. And I hate MySpace. I swear, when it comes to women, I'll show an interest, but do absolutely nothing about it until it's too late. Im like a little kid not playing with a toy, then when someone else takes it, I go and whine about it. But whatever. Its the same exact thing I always do. Its stupid that I feel crappy about it, ( Read more... )

So yeah. Shit. I still can't believe that that shit happened. I thought that I would have been scared, but when it happened, the only thing that seriously flashed through my mind was that I was ready to go if I had to. Not a lot of people can say that they've had it happen to them. This all seriously makes me reconsider my choice of lifestyle. I ( Read more... )

Last night was pretty interesting. I never noticed just how soothing the sound of birds and the whisper of wind over the windowframe can be. I can't remember the last time I talked to the rasins in my cereal bowl, or the last time I thought it would be fun to jump on my bed. But after 15 or so hours with no sleep, and 4 g of shrooms, you better ( Read more... )

I feel a good kind of good. An old friend is back. We were best friends basically from the time I was born until she ran away from home when she was 18. But until then, we did everything together. I really think she was probably the best friend I ever had. After she left, most of my other friends were never really friends...more of aquaintances. ( Read more... )

I hate people. Nosy people. Nosy kids especially. I ducked out of this year's Thanksgiving again, and just heard my mom saying on the phone to someone that the reason she didn't go either was becasue it was too embarassing for her to go without me. See the thing is....I HATE THOSE PEOPLE. every goddamn year, i sit in the corner while they joke ( Read more... )

1. Chuck Norris' tears cure cancer. Too bad he has never cried ( Read more... )

Everything is slowly getting back to normalcy. Aside from wating to muder a couple of individuals mercilessly and brutally, I feel good again. My utter lack of money has mad emy drug supply run a bit dry, so i guess that too is a good thing. I guess I haven't updated this old thing in a bit, so I should have more to say...oh I'm having to jump on ( Read more... )

My court date for the curfew thing is tomorrow morning at 8:30. My mom hired an an attorney this morning too. Fuck I didn't want this to happen. The last thing I wanted to do was drag her into this. This could effectively make us broke. Shit.Shit.Shit. They want to prosecute now. My attorney said to try to talk to them and settle it out of court, ( Read more... )

Its unbeliveable how much money seems to matter when you owe a lot of it. Yes, the hotel thing finally came around, and I got interrogated by the police today. I think they questioned me illegally though, and recorded it. I had neither parent or attorney there,a nd they want me to take a polygraph test now. I am making such retarded decisions. Its ( Read more... )