Ever wonder why pride is so strong? I hate it, it's one of the worst things in the world, ask my gf :) The whole idea of being the "bigger man" is terrible, but that doesn't stop me from trying. sometimes, i just want to be able to brush things away, let them be carried away by the stronger wind. i wonder if the ocean ever tells the land that ( Read more... )

So today I must have spent at least 45 minutes throwing up. I HATE DONUTS NOW!!! Maple bar, you used to be my friend, but no more. How dare you betray me after all we've been through! My back aches, my head feels spinny, my tummy is in knots and my eyes... I hate this. This weekend has been pretty horrible. First sprained ankle, now this. Oh ( Read more... )

it's been a while since i've written creatively. or been a while since i've used this thing. maybe they're related. ah well. song writing my ass ( Read more... )

Maybe I should have been a copier because every day when I wake up, I feel like I need to warm up. Maybe my Lopez XP isn't updated or something. Damn it. I hate this. Oh well, back to backhanding some students :)

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I'm at my wit's end and it doesn't seem like it's getting any easier. The burning sensation is contagious, get away while you can. Maybe this pit is something I've been digging for myself or maybe it's something I've been put in. Either way, here we are, standing in 5 feet of dirt and it looks like I've got a foot to go. I'm not as strong as I ( Read more... )

I'm serious. I will not stop working out until I lose twenty pounds. Mark my words today. A very beautiful shirt my babe gave me doesn't fit. Let the great race begin.

I've been reading The Alchemist lately and it makes me feel hopeful at times, then some really kinda messed up stuff happens and I really start believing the universe is conspiring not against me, but allows some pretty uncool things to slip through. Bad week thus far, can get better. Let's see
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How my parents got me to go
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To think this is the US and not some foreign country.