i am truly a normal dysfunctional american now!!!

french movies about war and audrey tautou... a wonderful combination to say the least

if someone read my journal as of recently... they would think i was bipolar...

ive been told im 'amazing'... but in the quest for love that really doesn't matter... i guess

and so does my heart. and people wonder why i don't fall for the opposite sex very often.

nothing more needs to be said then this. i feel the most peaceful and optimistic about life then i have in a very long time. im happy.

i need attention... but social engagements are making my stomach and head hurt right now...

when happiness pervades friendships.
feelings of inadequacy are amplified
a mature response of joyous applause is absent
instead only jealous animosity and spite
a hardened heart of self pity
when loneliness pervades a heart
mistakes require constant attention
filling the void
replacing what is needed with what is desired
a travesty to the soul
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i didn't really do anything that interesting today. except maybe watching pbs.

I brought no treasure into this world and will not take any out, but I have been blessed with a good life -- a fine family, good health, and many wonderful memories -- which is all a person can ask. I have had fun smelling the flowers.

Vernon L. Bartsch
1923-2005