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I don't know what to do anymore. This was so easy when it was my ex because I knew it was time to move on. It wasn't time for this to end, not as far as I was concerned. I saw so much there, felt so much potential, so much love. Then it's gone, as fast as a fighter jet, gone. I knew when she first told me that she didn't want to be with me anymore ( Read more... )

Well lets see, I haven't written in here in like forever. What a week. Homer has been in Calgary all week, i've had the house to myself, and of course the usual drama. What would a week in my life be anymore without drama? The week started out good, Sunday night I went out and bought a 1/4 barrel of Labatt Blue, a liter of Bacardi, a fifth of ( Read more... )

Why do I have to love someone so much that all I do is fight with anymore? Why do I always have to feel this pain? Why do I have such an attachment to someone that obviously doesn't want to be with me? Why can't we just get along all the time? Why can't things be the way I thought they were supposed to be, and the way someone made me feel they were ( Read more... )

I'm so tired, but I promised myself that I would write in here tonight before bed. Yesterday was fun, I made fettuccini alfredo with shrimp for my Dad, Jessie, Devonie, and Jim. I didn't like the way the shrimp came out, but everyone else was enjoying it so I didn't say anything. After dinner the four of us went to see the new Austin Powers movie. ( Read more... )

Jesus Christ what a nice 72 hours. Jessie, at least your parents and maybe you need to go away more often. Housesitting is great! Now we didn't have any mad parties, but the pops were flowing nicely all weekend. Friday had to be the most interesting afternoon\night i've had in a LONG time. I got a ton of crates to burn in the fire pit that night ( Read more... )

I really don't even know what to say about last night. Talk about reliving the past. Wow, I think that's all I can really say. I don't know how to feel right now, all I know is it's different and something I haven't felt in a long time, if ever, i'm not sure ( Read more... )

Here's something that someone isn't going to like to see..........what the hell was I missing while being in a relationship? This single shit is great! Now don't get me wrong, I loved my relationship and all, but I guess I was depriving myself of everything I used to do. This weekend was one for the books. Girls everywhere, beer, old friends, and ( Read more... )

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