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Enough of this bullshit! This goes out to just about everyone, FUCK YOU ALL!!! I'm so sick and tired of listening to all this shit, does anyone realize that it gets old? I don't need Eric calling Devonie and Jessie and saying that they're whores and sluts and everything else. I don't need Jessie and Devonie taking all this shit out on me. I don't ( Read more... )

Well day one being alone again. I have to say it's hard, but then again it's probably the right thing. Choking down the thought that the reason I am single though is harder than I imagined. I was left by my girlfriend of a year because she didn't want the responsibility of being faithful to a commited relationship anymore. I guess partying, ( Read more... )

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Alright boys and girls it's time to find out what's on your minds. In a relationship that I feel is intimately involved and monogamous with a lot of time invested where I can look my partner in the eyes and say "I love you" what should I expect out of something like that? Am I asking too much of her?

Well I think it's official. I'm not wanted anymore, at least in some contexts. It's hard to digest the fact that when you show up to see your girlfriend when she's in her element she basically tells you to leave. I'm sorry, was I interrupting something? Is that why i'm never there? I don't know anymore. I want to trust you and I do, but a lot of ( Read more... )

It's comforting to know that the person my girlfriend was with tonight didn't bring her home and doesn't know what's she doing. I just want to throw up. I feel so sick right now. I'm so worried about her. I don't know what the hell is going on, where she's at or anything. All I know is that she was left at some guy's house. I'm going to go crazy, I ( Read more... )

I feel abandoned. The one person I love I feel I cannot see anymore. I can't just go out and have a good time with you or something. All I want is to be with you but I can't say the feeling is mutual anymore. I was so elated to know that the slate was going to be wiped clean and that I could start over and make things better, make it so we are are ( Read more... )

Redemption is a good thing I guess, at least when you can cash in on it before it's too late. The last 24 hours of my life have been quite the emotional roller coaster. I learned that I drove the one thing in my life that makes me most happy to a point where she felt she had to start looking elsewhere. I get a second chance though, call it my one ( Read more... )

What to say, what to say? I dunno, I don't want to deal with it right now........................all I know is that it'll be my fault and i'm the bad guy