Not much to say today but the following ( Read more... )

sometimes there are things you want to say, to get out on "paper", to put down for posterity or just release from your soul but as you write them, especially in an online format, and you think to yourself that there is no way you can post that.

Cryptic I know, but maybe I will get around to actually posting what is on my mind. Maybe.

the last people on earth, some born with the power to manipulate the elements of the earth, are trapped within an underground fortress. Driven to desperate measures by an unyielding monstrous zombie/mutant army, the last survivors scavenge the earth for the materials they need to survive. Able to command, shape and at the extreme even create the ( Read more... )

has the feeling that he is going to get royally screwed over somehow.

i cannot wait for this horrible disgusting self centered season to be over.

today, like most days, was a day that I left the world of dreams behind to face the starkness of reality. Yet still through it all i yearned for the dreamscape I left behind ( Read more... )

These past 4 years have not been the easiest in my life. In fact I would wager that they have been the hardest that I have had to go through. Since losing my job when the recession hit in 2008/2009 life has been on a steady downward spiral that I just cannot seem to come out of. After losing the job that was going to get me into a position of ( Read more... )

I am so sick and tired of reading posts on facebook that imply or outright say that "well if you are depressed, just change your thinking and not be depressed anymore." What part of mental illness do people not understand? Mental illness is not a choice and these types of small minded attitudes are what keeps people suffering in silence from ( Read more... )

Although I am angry and sad that I will no longer see my friend, I am also happy that he is no longer suffering. I want no one to suffer and to think that a person should keep living in suffering just so I can feel better is something that I could not do in any situation. Disease is disease whether it be mental, physical or social and for some ( Read more... )

Saturdays have long been my favorite day of the week. When I was a kid it was the day you could sleep in if you wanted too(although more often than not I was awake at an ungodly hour to watch cartoons)and was the only day you were ever truly free to just be a kid. Sundays always meant getting up early to go sit in a cold dark building and get ( Read more... )