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Dear everyone who reads this,
i appologize for all the emoness that has been my journal. its just been so painfully hard this past month. but i think im getting better. so thanks for still being here. it means more to me then u'll ever know!
i love you guys, seriously, id be lost without you!
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Writer's Block: Time Travel
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new phone??..... ummm i think soo!!
today was an okay day. i had work at 9 (yuck!!) and that was even more hard to get up for since well i haven't been sleeping since that dreaded sat about two weeks ago, and if i do go to bed, its not until the sun rises. i don't know why but i think its got something to do with the fact that im totally alone now. however thats something that i jsut ( Read more... ) -
to stephanie meyer, the most addictive writer to ever disappoint me
a while ago i finished reading the twlight series, and i still can't get over how bad the ending was. i was left with sooooo many more questions. anyone know if stephanie meyer is writing another one, b/c she fucking should. im addicted to those books, but serisouly one of the worst literary disappointments ive ever come across. to have each book ( Read more... ) -
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ive seen a bunch of posts with something to the effect of summer being over...... its not over. well at least i don't think so. AND neither do all the bennies, b/c they stop coming once labor day weekend hits. shit that like 3 weeks away tops, damn. nevermind summer i guess is over, and what do i have to show for it nothing. no fun filled friend ( Read more... ) -
i deserve the misery
i know i should be moving on, and my friends have been helping me to, but i still miss him. why? because i still love him. and i know he doesn't believe me when i say it, because i have fucked up too many times, but i do. so bernard, if you still read this, im sorry, im sorry for everything, especailly for what im about to say now, i still love you ( Read more... ) -
moving on with my life
ben and i broke up. he left on saturday. the ibsp crew has been great in not letting me get too down about this. to be honest i wasn't too hurt by it, because i knew it was coming, ive known so since april. i have been spending a bit of time with tom and shaine, mainly shaine. who are these people and why am i spending a lot of time with them?? ( Read more... ) -
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yesterday to my surprise i had a wonderful time. it felt like as if all the years of arguements and not talking to one anothers, didn't happen. it was a great day. it made me wish for friendships that ended to have back again. maybe in time. maybe not. plus its not entirely up to me anyway. as i write this im sitting at the secretarial desk at St ( Read more... ) -
ain't life grand?
ive decided that i like my pale ass, or as some people say, my peaches and cream complexion. so therefore i really won't be working on a tan for the first time since ive had control over how dark my skin got. especailly since no matter how hard i work on a tan it WILL be gone about two weeks after summer. PLUS i know im probably going to get a form ( Read more... ) -
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things have been up and down recently, especially with ben and i. but i bought him a plane ticket yesterday, so hopefully things will stay up for a while. im wokring a little less then i have been and im enjoy my free time very much. especailly since i have friends again!!! :) sam, barbara , chris, and steph (although stpeh is in wildwood, its ( Read more... )