this summer is about starting over. well at least it is for me.and im going to live for the moment and follow my heart, do things i really want to do. and not whate someone else thinks i should be doing.  i wish i had all of you herefor the summer. but school is out so i better be seeing lots of you ( Read more... )

anyone else find the new maroon 5 song addictive?

my back hurts majorly, no diea why. but im off to work again. another meaningless day where i do the same thing, as the day before. go to work, come home, spend time with my family, eat dinner, spend a few more moments with my family, call ben, and then retire to bed. there i'll lay restless for a few hours, flipping though the lame ass shit on ( Read more... )

i woke up 2 full hours before i had to how ridiculous is that, thanks jetlag. i go back to work today, not happy about it. but maybe more ppl will be in prime time today b/c its shit outside. so with all my free time this morning i jsut spent the last 30 min looking around on myspace. and i saw all of these people from high school that i don't ( Read more... )

im back form ireland, and im tanner then everyone who stayed in jersey. how ridiculous is that?

i leave for ireland this evening. im nervous. ive always got nerves about flying. like i love it, but i have to blindly trust the pilots, maintence, security, and all the people involved in building an airplane, and who goes on them. and this isn't the 50's anymore, the general public knows that no one is deemed untouchable b/c of their profession ( Read more... )

a funny thing happened to me about an hour ago. i was beginning to curl my hair for my mom's gift auction, and i sprayed my now curled hair with hair spray, and i got a nose full of that signiture hair spray smell. at that moment i was filled with momentary happiness, the happiness of times that are no more. weekends with the band, getting up at 3 ( Read more... )

work wasn't dreadful today like it is most days. although in an eight hour shift i think i sat down twice, once for like me 20 min break with ben, and then another on for like 2 seconds before a customer came up to the counter ( Read more... )

i signed up for frequent flyer miles and bought a ticket to go see ben in less then a month for 10 days. so now im working mad crazy to get some moolah so i'm not just sitting around on vacation, that i actually have some money to do stuff while im there. the list of things include:

~go back to Glendalough

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so after long anxious hours of awaiting for my credit card to comeand well it didn't. so i called capitol one, yet again, and turns out glenn stole it. told christina, shes a mess, and i feel bad, but i figure she should find out from me rather then from my mother. hes no longer allowed in my house, and they are divorcing. it was one thing when he ( Read more... )