so ive decided that im dropping out of school. well for the time being anyway. im just not happy, and i need to do some serious thinking in the meantime. think about my future, academically, career wise, where im gonna live, and just think about my overall happiness ( Read more... )

ive got a really big decision to make, and i just need some help. anyone up for a chat?

its just about 2:30 am. and im wide awake and my mind is all consumed with thoughts, and questions. questions that are endless. and the more i try to answer them the more possibilities and situations arise. i just want some answers. answers to some questions that have been plagueing me for a very long time, and other that have just come to surface ( Read more... )

the other day at work i had to blow up balloons. and i was terrified. i HATE using that helium tank. the balloons blow up so fast and it scraes the daylights out of me..... and the regular mylar balloons im terriffied of having them burst in my face. however, i had to do it, because the other lady i was with was just as terriffied as me. so i ( Read more... )

i tired being bold today, and tried to grab at something that i wanted, but it backfired. at least for now anyway. ughhhh i feel dumb. i just feel like the icon woman on the left.
leave me some <33 i need it.

things i want to accomplish:

~be healthier, either by excerising, or eating better, maybe a bit of both

~get myself a digital camera.

~be able to balence school and work.

~go to ireland at least once this year, and go back to glendalough.<33 ( Read more... )

its a new year now. see ya later 2006 and make room for 07. it was a weird year. good and bad. but ive never had so much oppturnity and freedom then what i had in 06. ive been to three different countries in the past year. crazy shit. England, Ireland, and France. and because of that my mom (sometimes) sees me as a bit more gorwn up. although i had ( Read more... )

my life has changed so dramatically over the past year. i got super depressed and super lonely. i didn't know what to do with my life all i knew was that i wanted change somehow. and boy did i ever get it ( Read more... )

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ive been here in ireland for almsot two months. and during this time i have been unable to find a job, which means that all my money has gone for food and rent and little things here and there. with my unemployment my dream of going to france was not gonna happen, at least on this trip, or so i thought. last night my mother called, like she ( Read more... )