so today is my last day in jersey. i'll be leaving tomorrow around 11. and i'm gonna be home pretty much all day finishing packing and what not. so if you'd like to come and give a goodbye all are welcome. i should be back home around christmas. after that im not sure when i'll be back home again. so stop by if youd like. even if i haven't see you ( Read more... )

ok so i've been having MAJOR trouble sleeping lately. i toss and turn constantly. and when i do actually fall alseep i have these terrible vivid nightmares, or these such bizzare dreams its ridiculous, OR i wake up crying. b/c well i miss my grandmother terribly. and she appreas in my dreams quite often. i can still cry myself to sleep over missing ( Read more... )

soooo like for an hour today my voice sounded like i was anna farris, the main girl in all the scary movies, and well it was crazy. it freaked ben out BIG TIME. and i couldn't stop. it was like i BECAME her.

random event #2 of the day:

we (ben and i) went to pick up my mom at work and we were about to leave but then she wanted to stop in the main ( Read more... )

 so ive been in the hospital for a few days. i got home last night. b/c i got my tonsils taken out last wed, aug 16th and well i was dehydrated. and well this is my little horror story of brick hospital. so we go into the ER b/c my dr wants me admitted. and the ER nurse says im not dehydrated so theres no reason to admit me, but to go over to ( Read more... )

ok so tomorrow im having a small going away party. if ud like to come you may, its at my house from like 1pm till whenever u want to leave, bring you bathing suit, and tis a byob type of affiar. however if u are going to be drinking, house rules are that you spend the night. unless you have a DD who isn't going to drink what so ever. so yeah thats ( Read more... )

so heres a quickie before work. in the past month i've ( Read more... )

yesterday was total crap. and just disasterous. i hope today is mucho better. oh and one more thing FUCK THE PUBLIC. ok im done.

i haven't used this thing in a long time. anyway A LOT has happened since i did, but i don't have time to really go into it. incase i didn't get a chance to tell you yet, im leaving. this is my last summer in New Jersey till i don't know when. On september 4th i will be going to JFK and boarding a plane to Ireland, towards my new home. so that ( Read more... )

its 5 am and im awake, god i didn't even get up this early for high school. ughhhhhh and im working till 11pm tonight just to do it ALL OVER AGAIN!!!! lovely.-_-