So I had two math finals on two separate days. What do I do? I end up switching them around in my head and studying for the wrong one, taking the first one (which is the much harder one) completely unprepared, and with hours of the other math's concepts in my head. People fail this test, so it's the real deal. I ended up getting a 75%, which might ( Read more... )

In the midst of all this moral purging, it seems that I still hang on to vanity ( Read more... )

It's amazing what a little religious awakening will do to your social life ( Read more... )

What would you do if you realized your entire life was a part of some crazy psychology experiment ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt such horrible feelings that you wanted to write your thoughts in a separate place? People think I'm a good person, but these things that are constantly attacking me in my mind are too fucking horrible. I don't want to ruin their image of me, it's the only thing that keeps me going. I like to pretend I live up to half of their ( Read more... )

So there I was, an hour early to take a trig test ( Read more... )

You know you've reached a low point when you can relate to the works of Lermentov, Pushkin, and Dostoyevsky ( Read more... )

trying to bring people back from the dead is no easy task

y'know why i write in here still?
one day i read all of my old entries and found a lot of entertainment in how i used to be. going back to memories, reliving the moments - the thoughts and mindset of the moment, the emotion, everything. the funny thing is that the entries aren't that old, because this thing's been deleted a couple times.

( the internet is permanent, stored. )

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