tonight I went and got starbucks with francis, and we had heart to hearts again. life is turning around slowly but it is, im keeping those who mean the most to me close. i love my brother very much, it was like old times tonite. this is why i know i have a life worth living

RIP Megan Kelly
10/21/85 - 3/6/02

Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free
I'm following the path God laid for me;
I took his hand when i heard him call
I turned my back and left it all.

I could not stay another day
To laugh, to love, to work, or play;
Tasks left undone must stay that way.
I found that place at the close of day.

If my partying has left a void,
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i love the movie Just Friends. it was really good and i heart ryan reynolds. alrite just wanted to throw that out there, im going out now, don't know when i'll be back :-*

so i've been thinking about my 2nd tattoo a lot lately, and i've scrapped my old idea and came up with a new one.  My first tattoo as many know is on my lower back and says "Come Undone" which is a song by one of my favorite artists Robbie Williams.  It serves as a constant reminder of what i've gone through and becoming emotionally undone.  ( Read more... )

i want to go to France so badly. I want to see Versailles, la tour d'eiffle, l'arc di triumphe....etc. i wish i could go so badly, its where my heart is longing to be....

Versailles is calling my name.... <3

i <3 lunar eclipses and other astrological things!

no man in the moon tonite...happy lunar eclipse nite!

i'm really glad to be home for spring break and actually relax some away from school. the weather is absolutely beautiful and getting warm, it puts me in a great mood. last nite was fun :) today i wanted to put the top down because of the weather. but instead i drove with the windows down blaring my music ... also a very good thing!  i bought a ( Read more... )

this weekend turned out to be pretty productive....i did some work yesterday (my philo paper on love - ha!) and then some people drank last nite (not I) and we played wii, it was quite amusing.  we played the wario game and you really needed your senses for the mini games, so it was really funny seeing people try and play drunk haha. i love my ( Read more... )

changes are whats being brought in my life. last nite i could barely sleep. all i feel lately is pain and hurt. and i know it needs to end before its the death of me. i can't concentrate on work, not even sleep. i called my dad to talk and i did a lot of crying. i told him i want to make things work, be accepting of his gf and just be normal again ( Read more... )

here's a great poem i came across:

Skin is thin and unbroken,
Like words of hate, left unspoken,
Until the blade of conflict cuts,
The skin that spreads, as opened up.

The blood flows out like crimson streams,
Surrounds and drowns the strongest screams,
Until the river red runs dry,
All else is left alone to die.

The wound, it slowly closes up,
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