Have you ever felt so alone and empty? that nothing you can do or no one can fill that void. i feel so completely lost and that my life has reached an end. no one can help me and i can barely help myself. i have never felt so alone in my life, as write this with tears falling on my computer. i have some amazing friends, but i run from them, i run ( Read more... )

Hey dad
I'm writing to you
not to tell you, that I still hate you
just to ask you
how you feel
and how we fell apart
how this fell apart

are you happy out there in this great wide world?
do you think about your sons?
do you miss your little girl?
when you lay your head down
how do you sleep at night?
do you even wonder if we're all right?

but we're ( Read more... )

i must say i am absolutely content with my life again at st joes, from just hating it. i absolutely love my friends and new ones i just made (you know who you are). im always on the go with people or with work and i wouldnt want it any other way... this is the old marie and shes back to herself ( Read more... )

i used to write in this a lot when i'd be pretty upset and down with life. i guess i'm kinda in one of those holes again. and it has to do with family. mainly my father ( Read more... )

Wake up it's time ( Read more... )

Happy easter everyone! I'm currently up in NY spending easter with the fam but trying to figure out why my ipod broke, still no success however. So i guess i'll hafta check when i get home ( Read more... )

Wow i havent written in this thing in ages, but i feel like sorta coming back to it - dont ask me why. These past few weeks have been pretty awesome. and hopefully it will remain this way for the rest of the semester. even though theres only a few weeks left i am really trying to make the most of it. and this summer, well its going to be pretty ( Read more... )

i might be using this for awhile...
http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=bikinibabe012586

so my dads leaving for a business trip to minnesota this morning, no one in my family decided to tell me until last nite... glad im kept in the loop...

It will be good to get bak to st joes this month, i miss those liturgys sunday nites at 10. i was talking to victoria on the fono last nite for awhile and i decided i wanna be a liturgical minister and prolly read at mass. those masses at st joes really make me feel better, the surround the people. thats what helped bring back some of my faith ( Read more... )