i feel so unappreciated and just not wanted...

 wow livejournal, its been 37 weeks since i've written in this. lol. where has time honestly gone? in just about 3 months i will be graduating from st. joe's with a degree in accounting and one in finance. to be honest it scares the shit out of me.  sure i mean its great i have a job lined up for me to start the end of sept/early oct, but i dont ( Read more... )

the past 6 months have been completely numbing...if you think im actually happy, boy have i been fooling you. i feel so dead inside you cant even know. my father is killing me slowly, but killing me all the same with the things he does. having to pack up all your mothers things into a box who died 4 years ago in 8 days...some rememberance. ( Read more... )

A - Age you got your first kiss: 16
B - Band listening to right now: a&a
C - Crush: i have one, do u want the name? then ask me online
D - Dad's name: Benedict
E - Easiest person to talk to: Lauren
F - Favorite ice cream: chocolate
G - Gummy worms or gummy bears?: bears
H - Hometown: Brooklyn
I - Instruments: used to play the clarinet
J- Junior High: didnt ( Read more... )

love is all you need <3

in the home stretch of the semester and finishing all my stuff that needs to be done. less than 3 weeks of class left and i'll be done with finals soooo soon.

great end to a great year at sju <3 love you all who were apart of it....the fun has only begun coz there are gonna be some great times this summer <3333

So things have been starting to look up lately, which is a major plus.  I think the warm weather helps, it makes me look even more forward to summer, its gonna be amazing.

This past week was pretty intense, i had a test on monday, quiz on tuesday, test on thursday upon so much work, this week i have a break from tests but i have a lot of papers and ( Read more... )

quick update....

my hair is now pinkish/fuschia
im going to disney world may 27-june 1....sooo excited
its st pattys day weekend, this should be fun

home really is where my heart is lately. and you really wouldn't expect that if you know how things are at home with me. but things have changed A LOT over the past week. some things for better and some for the worst. but thats life. you can only take it one day at a time. people come in and out of my life all the time, its my best friends that ( Read more... )

back on hawk hill again, not sure if i'm happy or sad about that

im about ready to bust outta this joint and totally ready for summer too!

so ive come to the conclusion about somethings in my life, and that is that you just hafta let go of some things, you can't let the little things hold you back anymore from the big things that are out there for me ( Read more... )

i love british men, but we'll get back to that later ( Read more... )