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that's how i feel.  
she makes me angry.  and she makes me want to cry.
if i had to sum it up:  she is inconsiderate.
but it's not so much that she is an inconsiderate person.  it is that she was raised that way.  she was taught to be like this.  she has lived her entire life thinking this is ok.
first off.  my entire house smells like an ( Read more... )

 shit.  here we go.
headlong into the abyss.
and 'future mother in law' makes me feel sick to my stomach; just so you know.

 i'm angry and i need to say this here even if it makes me a hypocrite
i hate people that hate people
yup
i'm a hypocrite
but really.
seriously.
was the point of the movie to evoke sympathy for the jews that died in the holocaust?  i don't think so.  i don't think that was the point.  
was the point of the movie to get to watch jewish people kill other ( Read more... )

 the dream came back.
i thought it was gone.

i am stressed now.
and there's no one to do.

i will wear high heels and lipstick tomorrow.
and i will go to walmart.

what a miserable time.

this was over before it even reared its ugly head.
 i will trade you a million words for just a few.  there's a wide selection to choose from.  act now!

 there were a million things i wanted to say yesterday
and i desperately wanted someone to say them to
today the urgency has washed over me and spiraled away
it has left a sticky residue of indifference 
which is like the opposite of how screaming things from the rooftops would have made me feel
apart from silly
but at least, clean.

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i keep dreaming about ( Read more... )

2 movies this year?  i'm impressed.  although one is obscure and the other is Orphan (which looks terrible).  oh well.  maybe you'll be the next brad pitt?  or maybe you're already too old for that.  when you move on up to the D list i'll have something to brag about to my grand children.  this is what i have to look forward to.  you owe me a drink ( Read more... )

i read something today and i wasn't happy with it ( Read more... )

 they're getting married.
i don't have the words.

things i say at 2am don't usually make sense or convey any sort of meaningful message.  well not very well anyways ( Read more... )