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Reflections.
I look at this journal, these entries, and feel this kind of sickness in my soul. I guess I can't believe what I went through ( Read more... ) -
Jet Planes, Reprise.
"This is as far as you can go, I think," she said, her voice dripping with sadness, her eyes melting. I didn't want to leave the poor thing there to hurt all alone...I wanted to stay with her and hold her and ease her pain. But there was a line inching steadily forward to Port Columbus's security checkpoint, and she was right. I couldn't go much ( Read more... ) -
Love, to Give (and not to have)
I think I am a giver of love, more like a love goddess than I realized. This is not a good thing. Actually, I'm starting to see that it only brings suffering ( Read more... ) -
Do the right thing?
This is retarded.
Unrequited love is retarded. Hollywood can have it...I'm totally over it.
I always hated those movies anyway.
The cards hinted at an interesting twist of fate in the next couple weeks...something I'd never dream of making up on my own. It makes me roll my eyes and shake my head.
Why can't things be simple?
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A Lock of Hair.
You know, the Norse believed that a priestess's power was in her hair. Norse women would often proudly grow their hair long, and their priestesses were renowned for their powers with divination, blessings, healing, and seidh magic ( Read more... ) -
Disoriented.
You blink uncomprehendingly, and suddenly you're not sure if it's all real.
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Doubt.
Doubt [dout]
[Middle English douten , from Old French douter , from Latin dubitāre , to waver ; see dwo- in Indo-European roots.]
-verb (used with object)
1. to be uncertain about; consider questionable or unlikely; hesitate to believe.
2. to distrust.
3. Archaic . to fear; be apprehensive about.
-verb (used without object)
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Wyrd.
Yesterday I joined queermail and met some really lovely, awesome ladies. I've spoken with a couple, been helped profoundly by one, and am still trying to find time to sit down and talk to the others. Hopefully I'll be able to start up snail mail with those interested. Either way, I feel blessed...and I feel oddly comfortable and at home. I go through ( Read more... ) -
Being There (Musings On, etc)
Wishes are fascinating.
Or, maybe I should say our capacity to experience things in our minds alone might be more fascinating.
If you go back through this journal, you won't find many entries. It originally started as a private LJ...somewhere for me to come and talk to an empty room about things I'd never speak of to anyone. Now it almost feels ( Read more... ) -
Sune.
(excerpt from Forgotten Realms: Faiths and Pantheons)
Dogma: Beauty is more than skin deep. It issues from the core of one's being and reveals one's true face to the world, fair or foul. Believe in romance, as true love will win over all. Follow your heart to your true destination. Love none more than yourself except Sune, and lose yourself in ( Read more... )