Life's been a challenge lately, yet very simple. Staying awake, concentration, standing for hours on end, lifting up a heavy bar, gripping a hold tight, and making the most out of every day. Simple. My trip home to Orange County was a real wake up call for me. Waking up to the realities of sincere friendship, what life can be, how much "hella" ( Read more... )

I owe this thing a huge update. Two weekends ago was halloween in santa barbara which was, without really having to go into detail, amazing. Saw a bunch of ancient/old/recent/new friends there. Randomly saw jewish daniel, kyle parry, erich schmidt, along with all the other regulars i hung out with. I was Jackie Kennedy with brain matter and blood ( Read more... )

i can't get this fucking chick out of my head.... years, dude...

[01] Do you have the guts to answe​r these​ quest​ions and re-​post this as The Contr​overs​ial Surve​y ( Read more... )

Getting a tattoo's been on my mind lately. Forever I had the mentality "oh, I know if i get a tattoo now, i'll probably regret it later in life... i'm young and stupid". Now, i'm having second thoughts on that matter. My youth has been fucking amazing, why not get something to commemorate and embrace my youth! I don't know, i haven't really thought ( Read more... )

general nutrition center: day 2So i worked my second shift at gnc today, not a single person bought anything all day. The only sale we had was me buying a vegan weight-loss bar (because it was the only thing vegan in the area... ps i'm vegan (for a week) until tuesday). That's certainly not my inspiration for this entry- I worked with this ( Read more... )

I've thought about it for a couple years with some skepticism, but I've taken a somewhat active approach lately... i think i'm bi-polar...

due to a recent epiphany i may try to go 40 days 40 nights status... i really don't remember much of the movie, but I do remember the whole celibacy thing for a long time to get back to the human aspect of relationships rather than anything sexual. Had some great epiphanies today, which was a great change. This weekend was preettttyyy close to ( Read more... )

Yesterday was probably the best day i've had since moving up to sf. Woke up mildly hung over to charge to a x-ray anatomy lab where we got a better understanding of how to read x rays and all that jazz. Next, briefly visited danielle at work in the mall. Jumped on the bus, got off at the wrong stop, waited for another bus, got dropped off in the ( Read more... )

really... what the fuck happened to political punk with a melody here and there? Is it actually dead?