yeah i know i have written in this thing in....well many mnay months.I guess I have felt there was much worthwhile to share with you all.And even now, I am ususing this as reason to to finish cleaning my room,lol. I am finally graduating college in August, which is all around ridiculous, since i should have finished back in 2003.My room is freezing ( Read more... )

Tis has been the craaaaaziest weekend of my whole freaking life..but in a wondeful, lots of stuff crammed in sort of great way.Friday night we went to a country line dancing place( bear with me, friday is their rock and roll night), to see this awsome cover band..I mean the sang "Brass Monkey", so they had me at funky.We went for Mayra's birthday ( Read more... )

I a sick, which seems to be a reoccuring thing.I slept untill five oclokc this evening, after going ot bed at ten. Of course I have been running yslef ragged by trying to hel with "rush". And now I am hopped up on cold meds. I have no voice which is completely frustrating. As someone who depends on her vocie to express her self its like being ( Read more... )

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haulbirdfysh goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as vampire.5:glasshour gives you 6 red-orange peach-flavoured nuggets.gnatap611 tricks you! You get an old sock.joeysjerseygirl tricks you! You lose 1 pieces of candy!philosophygirl gives you 14 brown apple-flavoured gummy bats.prncssinc gives you 12 light yellow ( Read more... )

well this week has been all over the damn place..I was let go, on the same day i was offered a new job...i got in a mild argument about my age with a frat guy( he didnt belive i was 24, which frankly i often forget myself), And today i ran into a guyi used hang out with at school. Pete, who has waist length dreads, is possibly one of the hippest ( Read more... )

I want sleeping in on sundays with someone...eating chinese food and fightinng over which movie to watch..someone to discuss politics with, someone who wants to know what my first real memory is, someone who understands that sometimes when i semll the ocena its like my whole body hurts for a time before i knew what hurt was, someone who tells me ( Read more... )

I have noticed that when ever my life is in disorder as it seems to be now, I retur again the ocean, I love it best in the sun and even better at night. The moment when you no longer can tell when the sky ends and the ocean begins... something about its vastness allows me to remember how minor my moments of disatisfaction are. how minor I myslef am ( Read more... )

Well I have decided that being a nannay is not for me. I love Kevin and Liam so much, but I cant live the life i am in right now. I work 13 hour days five days a week, I am so tired I havent even un packed my things from when I moved in July, because when I get home, or even on the weekend I am too tired to do it... I also dont have insurance ( Read more... )

well i have more or less moved in to my new apt. and i loooooove it. i am going through this completely positive point in my life...i am really just letting myself enjoy the road i am on..maybe i spent too much time worring about what could go wrong and now have suddenly started seeing the stuff that is going right. i better get some sleep tomorrow ( Read more... )

it funny how the fouth of july in many ways has become a bigger hoilday of nostlgia for me than an "loved ones" holiday like christmas or thanksgiving. maybe because it really feels like the turning tide of the year..almost as much for me as september is..it makes me long for things i have put behind me..people i have loved that are either gone or ( Read more... )