no vacation sex sux. bleeding. grrr ( Read more... )

i'm in florida at my sister's place. god, it's beautiful here. we're in orlando. the place they live in is like a resort. you get off the exit and go through a huge dramatic arched gate and follow a path lined with palm trees to get to their section of houses. yesterday we went to the beach. oh, and yesterday i finally got my period, it was late, ( Read more... )

i just taped some darkside onto a tape for our trip. my car only plays tapes so i'm converting our cds so we have lots to listen to. great gig in the sky is definitely the most beautiful song i've ever heard. i didn't realize it til recently, i've had a lot of favorite songs ( Read more... )

"give me words for the look on your face" he said. "you feel weak and irresponsible, i know that ( Read more... )

i'm almost done reading a really good book called in the belly of the beast. it's written from a man who has been institutionalized in one system or another since he was twelve. he was thirty-seven when he wrote the letters to the author, i don't know if he's out yet. the clarity and depth in the way he speaks is almost intimidating. the man has ( Read more... )

today's me and my husband's one year anniversary. we're getting along really great ( Read more... )

it's gonna be real hard to go to work after not being there for three days. it's been so cozy and quiet at home. usually i'm ok around the people at work cuz i've been at the same place for five years but walking in there after three days it seems so loud and annoying. there's so many faces every way you look. blah ( Read more... )

did you ever know someone who all of a sudden got wiped from existence. and then one day their name comes to you and sends a chill up your spine as if you've seen a ghost. brandon knows a little about her, all mostly good stuff. i thought you were locked up. that's what i heard when i tried to find you. are you even you or do i sound more crazy ( Read more... )

...would rather have a fan club than to have friends ( Read more... )

saturday was strange. me and brandon picked up this girl leah and her boyfriend (i've just seen this girl after three years) and went to a little shithole bar in bloomfield to see our friends band play. the drummer is aaron, i hadn't seen him in years, than he started working at my store. the lead man is drew, aaron's older brother. i knew drew ( Read more... )