There is nothing I really want to say. I have no one to talk to right now (not a new concept to me) so I feel compeled to write in this thing. Simon's in Lansing with Callie and possibly Adam, hanging out with Eron and Ben. When is it my turn? When can i lead this life where I can come and go as I choose? Where responsiblity takes a back seat to ( Read more... )

i try to be everything to everyone so that someday i can be something to someone...

there will be an end to this one too. i see it. so does everyone else. back to cryptic messages and broken tears.

But what happens when the least likely place to find happy is the one place you can count on it to be?

What am i doing?

Whats the worst thing I could do ( Read more... )

Damn me for being an overzealous angry person ( Read more... )

i'm drunk and have nothing better to do. i was accused of being a lesbian tonight,

i am so numb to all feelings.

i don't know what to do.

is this the way you are supposed to spend life....

i'm drunk.

Last night was...intense...to say the least. We started the night off bowling, then ended up at Murphy's getting lap dances for a dollar. I got two. I didn't know what to do. Do I look? Close my eyes? Do I smile? Do I make eye contact? It was crazy. Bernie told me to just sit back and enjoy. I said I was too nervous. The first chick was lame. It ( Read more... )

In class exams start today and end tomorrow. Today is History of Democracy in America. Tomorrow is Communications in Mathematics and Calc III. It will be rough, but I am confident I will do well ( Read more... )

I am addicted to facebook. There are so many people from the past that I can "spy" to find out what they are doing without actually having to talk to anyone. God I love technology. Nothing like lack of human contact to make an introvert excited. yey ( Read more... )

I hate Linday Lohan...or however the hell you spell it ( Read more... )

Yeah ( Read more... )