I didn't really stab my teacher. Neither did I get kicked out of GVSU. In fact my 3.25 GPA is going to keep me there for awhile ( Read more... )

My life is in shambles. I failed out of GVSU in my first semeseter there. They aren't even going to let me finish the semester. I'm actually not allowed back on campus, ever, because I stabbed my History teacher in the throat with the corner of a hard cover book. I guess the doctors said he was lucky I was a pothead, or else I would have realized ( Read more... )

things are calm.
life is smooth.
love is strong.
friends are hanging in there.

i promise i won't always be this way.

I keep evolving and my past is becoming more and more distant. I no longer see myself as the 18-21 year party girl, but rather a 23 maturing adult. I can no longer afford to spend my nights staying up til 4 in the morning, nor do I want to. I need to sleep to function and do homework. Concentrate on the important things that will take me somewhere ( Read more... )

This unsettling calm has taken over my house. I'm not really sure what to do with it. But I get the feeling that everyone around me is just pretending. And everyone wonders why I struggle with intimacy and social skills. I have no model of what a real relationship looks like. My house is a monarch ruled by a woman who must have complete control or ( Read more... )

Take this quiz, post the results, and see how much things have changed since then ( Read more... )

it's one thing to show constant disrespect to me, it's another thing to do it to my whole family.

i'm angry.
i'm hurt.
i'm dissapointed.

My sister and jason are in town for a week. Should be entertaining. We all played waterfalls and got shitty wasted last night.

Two minutes late...

I fucked up last night. I knew better, but I still talked  some crazy shit.

It was nice to see Los before he leaves. It was even better to see Troy. AND Callie, Dana, Hil...It was a night full of people I haven't seen in a long time.

This school stress is falling a little bit, but it is being replaced with stress in my relationship. Grr, why do ( Read more... )

Does anyone else have any advice on what I should be doing with my life? Apparently what I feel is enough, isn't even close for everyone else.

Open forum.

Two people, in one day, tried to get me to talk, and I lied to both of them. If I keep shutting people out, no one will be there later.

Will I ever learn?

I guess I'll take a page from AA and ( Read more... )

You'll burn in hell while they're digging you out ( Read more... )