Honestly, I'm kind of pissed off that I don't have any candy

[black_magnolia]

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[trekkerj1]

that makes me feel like such a selfish bastard for some of the things i've done and felt.

it's hard not to fall into that kind of thinking to at least some extent. for me, it's because i tend to let myself become fully attached to all the good things that come from the other person in the relationship. from there, it's not hard to think about expecting and not just giving. it's not any more innocent but perhaps it makes it more understandable.

i've been told before not to get so attached but i like the escalated feelings...good and bad...that come from it. i feel like anything else would be less...real?

hopefully i'll figure it out one day. you know i think i ate more junk food today than real food.

[argucide]

That's why I don't think I've ever really loved anyone. If I did, I'd still have the same feelings. Instead, I'm all like "Pssshh, get on wit yoself."

Ooooo, CANDY RAID! I'm glad I'm getting paid today!

[vormiciouskinid]

hey . .. it could be worse. . .I broke up with my girlfriend 10 minutes into the 15th

[argucide]

Well played, old bean

[black_magnolia]

haha, that sucks. but I didn't really say it was bad. I just wanted some fucking candy.